[He nods.] Uh huh. It was tense. There was a magus who was hurting people, and we had to stop him. We saved people--a lot of them, because a lot more could have been hurt if we didn't do anything. I wasn't scared when it was happening, but I was scared before.

[During the mission, he hadn't felt much of anything, as if his emotions didn't exist. But before and after, it had been different. He answers all Diarmuid's questions readily, although he does feel--weird.]

We beat them. We had to. Like you said, we're the good guys.

[He knows they're good. Natalia is a good person. He still doesn't feel right about killing people--yet he keeps killing more of them. He has to. It's the only way.]