"What's boring about not killing myself? If I'm dead, then there's no way I'll discover anything." He still wants to know how Stein is even alive.

Scowling, Lloyd folds his arms defensively. He doesn't like being mocked. "I don't need to change myself. I like the way I am. If I need something different, I can just change the world around me. That's way less dangerous than stabbing a screw in my brain."