And I as well. I had... left my home long before I was taken here. Not that I wished to return... [Not in the state of affairs it was in for most of that time, anyhow. He wasn't exactly a welcome guest.
Ramza quickly realized he was staring down into his cup, idly fidgeting his fingers across the sides. He pulled himself out from his brooding.]
...and I do not know if that has changed. Were it not for dear friends and my sister, I know not what would have me return. Or if I've a life left to return to...
It seems so strange to consider, but mayhap I would truly be better off staying here.
[A tasteful greeting card expressing remorse for one's deeds]
Ramza quickly realized he was staring down into his cup, idly fidgeting his fingers across the sides. He pulled himself out from his brooding.]
...and I do not know if that has changed. Were it not for dear friends and my sister, I know not what would have me return. Or if I've a life left to return to...
It seems so strange to consider, but mayhap I would truly be better off staying here.