Diarmuid presses his head up into the touch and then gives Steve a sad smile, "It's okay. It's probably different for everyone, and I don't want anyone to hurt even a little like this. I am glad you don't know!"

He pauses for a moment so he can shift Lir, then he presses a hand against his heart, "I always feel like something is missing here. Something or someone, but I don't know who or what it is. I have tried to remember in the past, but it just makes my head hurt. Whatever I lost, the pain of losing it, and how I feel with this empty spot is just makes me want to be a knight even more than before. I don't want anyone else to feel like I am feeling!"